[ Gansey straightens to sit up, also ever polite, feeling a bit stupid with his covers in disarray. He'd been considering, after the next song or two, getting up anyway. Working on his model of Henrietta, maybe. There are a few storefronts along Cascade Avenue that he'd been thinking of replicating.
He isn't thinking of that now, however. All he can think of is how careful he wants to be, to be sure that the words that come out of his mouth don't hurt Adam, or push him away. He can't do this anymore. He doesn't want to.
He shifts his position, allowing him to face Adam properly, almost as though he's offering himself up to him; his defences are down and he's watching the other boy expectantly - at least as best as he can, considering how dark it is in the room. He still has his contacts in but they're not much help.
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[ Gansey straightens to sit up, also ever polite, feeling a bit stupid with his covers in disarray. He'd been considering, after the next song or two, getting up anyway. Working on his model of Henrietta, maybe. There are a few storefronts along Cascade Avenue that he'd been thinking of replicating.
He isn't thinking of that now, however. All he can think of is how careful he wants to be, to be sure that the words that come out of his mouth don't hurt Adam, or push him away. He can't do this anymore. He doesn't want to.
He shifts his position, allowing him to face Adam properly, almost as though he's offering himself up to him; his defences are down and he's watching the other boy expectantly - at least as best as he can, considering how dark it is in the room. He still has his contacts in but they're not much help.
He won't speak if he doesn't have to. ]