[ Gansey leans in towards Adam, maybe a little more than he thinks he rightfully should. But sitting so far from each other over the mattress just seems stranger somehow, and if Ronan's in then their whisperings out here might cause him to come out of his room and investigate the situation.
Not that Gansey's ashamed or anything but he'd much rather pretend that the world consists only of the two of them right now. It's selfish and silly but it's true. ]
You know I never could.
[ Maybe 'never' is being generous, but he gets less sleep than is probably considered healthy, like he's testing the limits of his second life or the power of Glendower, by sleeping so little and doing so much. It's thoughts of Glendower and the quest, his friends, his life here, everything that keep him up. It's like his brain simply won't shut off. ]
And you?
[ He knows that Noah's room and being here in Monmouth, perhaps permanently, probably feels different to Adam, making it something he has to adjust to before he can feel ... comfortable enough to sleep here. Safe, even.
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Not that Gansey's ashamed or anything but he'd much rather pretend that the world consists only of the two of them right now. It's selfish and silly but it's true. ]
You know I never could.
[ Maybe 'never' is being generous, but he gets less sleep than is probably considered healthy, like he's testing the limits of his second life or the power of Glendower, by sleeping so little and doing so much. It's thoughts of Glendower and the quest, his friends, his life here, everything that keep him up. It's like his brain simply won't shut off. ]
And you?
[ He knows that Noah's room and being here in Monmouth, perhaps permanently, probably feels different to Adam, making it something he has to adjust to before he can feel ... comfortable enough to sleep here. Safe, even.
He wishes he knew a way to make Adam feel safe. ]